It has been almost 6 months since I last posted something on here. A lot happened and a lot has changed in my life since. This weekend is the 10th without taking drugs. It’s a […]
I go to the gym every fucking day, see a therapist once a week (apparently I need it), barely sleep (my body doesn't like it) and I have a strange thing against trying to socialise. I am writing this blog to say things that do not interest my friends (they wouldn't understand anyway) and say some of the shit that goes on in my mind that I would never tell anyone. I promote this blog very little and I really don't give a fuck if anyone reads it.
Category: paranoia
Well honey here comes a lullaby
This week is one of those weeks when I feel like I’ve lost faith in humanity. Recently I’ve been through so many disappointments: my family, my best friends, the dates I had, people that don’t […]
That Love Thing
My dreams recently have taken a different pattern. A few months ago I used to dream that I lived in this very big house. It was massive, and I knew it belonged to me. In […]
My mistakes during last weekend
I posted an item I sold on eBay, without a tracking number. The item hasn’t arrived at the destination, which means it’s probably been lost by Royal Mail, so I’ll have to refund over £100 […]
Letter to James Rhodes
Hello James, I hope you are well. I have just returned from what was probably one of the worst weekends of my life. I have a laceration on top of my right eye, injured my […]
I am screwed…
Financially, this is being the most challenging month. I recently started living by myself, which means that my expenses more than doubled. On top of that, I have thousands worth of debt from the time […]
My Response to the Letter Addressed to Me Posted Here on 1st July
My Dear Friend, Many thanks for taking the time to write to me and apologies for the delay in sending a response. I think you have managed to build a good picture of what […]
